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Śrī Durgā Saptaśatī

Ṛṣi Mārkaṇḍēya

Chapter 1 · Verse 33

Chapter 1 · Prathamo’dhyāyaḥ (First Chapter)

Verse 33

यत्प्रेमप्रवणं चित्तं विगुणेष्वपि बन्धुषु। तेषां कृते मे निःश्वासो दौर्मनस्यं च जायते ॥ ३३ ॥

yatprēmapravaṇaṁ cittaṁ viguṇēṣvapi bandhuṣu | tēṣāṁ kṛtē mē niḥśvāsō daurmanasyaṁ ca jāyatē || 33 ||

Translation

And for their sake, my heart, which is inclined to love even wicked relatives, gives rise to sighs and despondency in me.

Word by word

yat
that which
prēma
love
pravaṇam
inclined, flowing towards
cittam
mind, heart
viguṇēṣu
in those who are without qualities (wicked)
api
even
bandhuṣu
in relatives
tēṣām
for them
kṛtē
for the sake of
mē
my
niḥśvāsaḥ
sigh
daurmanasyam
despondency, sadness
ca
and
jāyatē
arises

Meaning

The merchant describes the painful consequence of this irrational attachment. His loving heart (premapravaṇaṁ cittam), which cannot discriminate between the worthy and the wicked (viguṇeṣu api), becomes the very source of his suffering, causing him to sigh and feel deep sadness for the very people who destroyed his life.