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Śrī Durgā Saptaśatī

Ṛṣi Mārkaṇḍēya

Chapter 1 · Verse 23

Chapter 1 · Prathamo’dhyāyaḥ (First Chapter)

Verse 23

वनमभ्यागतो दुःखी निरस्तश्चाप्तबन्धुभिः। सोऽहं न वेद्मि पुत्राणां कुशलाकुशलात्मिकाम् ॥ २३ ॥

vanamabhyāgatō duḥkhī nirastaścāptabandhubhiḥ | sō’haṁ na vēdmi putrāṇāṁ kuśalākuśalātmikām || 23 ||

Translation

I have come to the forest, sorrowful and abandoned by my trusted relatives. And yet, I do not know whether my sons are in a state of well-being or ill-being.

Word by word

vanam
to the forest
abhyāgataḥ
have come
duḥkhī
sorrowful
nirastaḥ
abandoned
ca
and
āptabandhubhiḥ
by trusted relatives
saḥ
that
aham
I
na
not
vēdmi
know
putrāṇām
of my sons
kuśala
well-being
akuśala
ill-being
ātmikām
relating to, state of

Meaning

This verse captures the paradoxical nature of attachment (mamatva). Even though his family wronged him and cast him out, the merchant's mind is still tied to them. He is unable to let go of his concern for their welfare, highlighting how attachment causes suffering even after the object of attachment has caused pain.